Valley of self discovery

“I’ve fallen into and explored the darkest abyss of my soul
I was frightened and unsure as insecurity was what I adorned myself with for so long trying to crawl out slowly for atonement and redemption seemed overwhelming and impossible to achieve
I hated it here
Everything about it was a horror
Yet I had felt this was all I deserved
I spat on myself for allowing this existence to be
And I still embraced this darkness as my lover

I came to a point in all this deep blackness that started to see light underneath all this pain and sorrow
As I dug for this more and more this light became brighter
More then a priceless treasure was soon to be mine that always was my truest self
I eagerly clawed away faster and faster
Soon this dark void of illusion crumbled away and a valley of green and trees with the sweetest waters running through it
While the sky knows only eternal sunrise

I am now truly home and at rest within this valley where my soul endlessly dances”      By Matthew Primont

 

 

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